Bhakt-e

 I am sure I will make a great bhakt- as I have a large amount of half-baked knowledge. I can speak with vehemence. I can be vengeful. 

And on the inside, I am fearful, mean minded and suspicious person. And I always blame others. And I always speak with righteous indignation. More so when I am at fault. 

So I would have been an ideal candidate for a bhakt - or bhakte (is it the correct feminine word?). 

But sadly I lean in the opposite direction - little bit towards the left -  at least in my speech, if not so in my action.